MIGHT BE OVER

I do not seek your affection as comfort, any longer.
I cannot say if I love you still, or if it is unhealthy urges burning
to reanimate an empty shell of something long dead.
I have longed to possess you, you see.
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So when you come a knockin' again
I'm not angry or glad.
flattered a little, mostly sad
**
neither of us know how to say no
and mean it, or keep to it very long.
there's a lot of history and fun,
and damage is enjoyable
when spun to a sweetly familiar melody.
**
But you are not bad, and never have been.
just a little selfish, even as I am,
when with you.
I've loved you for a very long time,
obsessively, kindly.
and with compassion.
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But for the first time in a long time,
I'm hearing a different melody than my own
Doors close, windows open
every loss is accompanied by gain, but not really...
but vacuum likes to be filled.
It isn't to say such casual things only
because it's pretty sounding.
**
This has been inside me a very long time.
and now I am merely being sincere.

HIM & HER

Friendship, Love,
We go together like hand and glove.
Passion and desire does flow
All we need, all we know…
**
Darkness and light,
Day and night,
Is there for the taking,
No faking...
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The bond between us is strong and true.
Mystical, magical colors of the brightest hue.
Where we will go is anyone's guess
But all we can do is give our best.
**
One day at a time,
The rhythm as old as time.
Even when we want to rush
We need to avoid the crush
The urgency that makes us want,
The past and future beckons
**
The bond is what we have what we crave.
Woman and Man,
What will happen we can not plan.
Taking one step each and every day
Seems to be the best, the only way.
Beside Her, inside Her is where i'll always be.
The freedom and beauty a sight to see.
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SHE'S JUST AMAZING

You're so in control
Just makes me want to break you
Push you to your limit
Get you to your edge
And then tip you over it
Push your anger.
Push your joy.
You love seeing how much I want you.
Seeing how impolite you can be
I love your accent when you talk
Hearing you say dirty words.
It makes me want to taste your mouth
But when we're naked.
Naked in our bed
Heaven in our sights
We say everything
We can still hear the angels
She'll be the dirtiest good girl
Just let her be good.
I lose my your control with her
Don't call her a whore.
Because at that moment,
She couldn't be more pure.