AFTER THE PARTY

My hand explores the outermost reaches
of your desire
I gaze into fiery eyes
closing as lips meet
Tongues dance an intimate waltz
fingers deftly glide to steal away
the clasp which holds you captive
as your gown falls lifeless to the floor
Your hair envelops my hands
I take you upon the table
Ripping panties from grateful thighs,
parting eager legs
Your aching body forms an arch
To which sentinels once guard
breaching your defense
Let me scale the peaks of your inner desires
sense my love
Let me thrust my eager tip
into drenched caverns
My hardness ripe for harvest
gather my honey
hoard my passion
splashed to the excess of your soul
then a kiss
to melt my heart
as we weep in passion’s embrace
captive as I am in love
my heart is free
my soul is yours…

LONG DISTANCE

Hearts hungry for love,
and the like thinking of.
The distant longing
giving a sense of belonging
Hearts once filled with desire,
burning like fire.
Chilled by the distance,
reality abates attraction's existence
Feelings left sore,
loving no more
Soon interests fade,
following roles played
Hearts end up hurting,
simple relief averting.
How hard it is to take
the frequent heart break
Reality soon takes hold,
and often I've been told,
I'm here and you're there
which is so unfair

IM HERE

Please don't cry, my Love, I'll always be here
Please don't break, Love, I'll conquer your fears.
Please don't fall, Love, unless I am near
I'll catch you,
I'll love you,
I'll sing you Shakespeare.
Please don't cry.
I saw you holding your broken heart in your hands
Yellowed by faded emotions you once held so tight
I saw your tears on the old photographs
You heart a shadow speak to you in the dark of the night
Your body fell, weak on your bed
I was there to see your saddened soul dissipate
I saw you condemn yourself to desolate fate
But they all left, they disappeared
And you felt it was so much worse than you feared
The loves you've had lead to love to come
Let your heart mend, the future's begun.
Please don't cry, Dear,
I'm here

I HATE WAITING

My pain is growing stronger
When will the doors open my love
When will we be free
When will the chains be torn of
and will you be with me
When will this endless charade stop
Exposing the love I share with thee
When can I shout it from the rooftop
When is this for the world to see
Speak up now and have no fear
Please don’t let it be much longer
Break the silence soon my dear
Speak up now, stand tall and proud
For tomorrow might be too late
Speak up now and speak out loud
Let the world know of our faith
For tomorrow I might not stay
The walls are closing in
I will spread my wings and fly away
I will take my heart and leave without you within

DROWNING

I've been swimming for years
but i can't find my way to this surface
and i'm swamped
it seems like the water is always there
and has always been there
i may break through
on occasion
find driftwood... stay afloat
until the next wave
and i wonder sometimes
when it's going to end.
it comes in waves
this lost feeling of loneliness
that no one understands
the utter conviction that no one understands
and nothing is real
i want to feel like i'm here
but my limbs are numb
and there's nowhere but down
lungs bursting for air
but i can't breathe this atmosphere
i can be up up up
i can be happy
it happens
and then without warning
waves
that steal my breath
and i'm drowing
and i'm terrified

REALLY...WHAT IS LOVE?

Each night I dream of love
What it was like
To be cherished and treasured
To be accepted for me
My life, it isn't the greatest
Caught up in confusion
And a whirlwind of pain
When will I break free
I've seen love, stared it in the face
I've held love and been beheld by it
I know it's real
I long for it, desire it
Why did this have to happen?
Where did things go wrong?
Will I ever get the chance again
To know love, to be loved?

IT USED TO BE MINE

Just as your heart belonged to me
My heart belonged to you all those years ago
We were to suffer a cruel fate
That would tear us apart
The path I chose sent us in separate directions
I regret my choice all those years ago
We have once more found each other again
due to Devine intervention
We found the love we once shared
But it is so much stronger this time
On the same path of life
We are currently and always will be
For our lives and undeniable love for each other 
Are moving in the same direction
Just as your heart belongs to me
My heart belongs to you once more
I love you with all of my heart & soul
I just wanted to tell you 
And that deep down
We both know this was truly meant to be